obligatory new years post
Happy new year 2026 ! Can you believe the earth hasn't imploded yet? (Which reminds me, there was a twitter post I saw that said the milky way is getting close to a black hole? HOORAY ! YIPPEE !!! If we're all gonna die in the next few years, Caleb LADS should get more problematic imo).
With the funny intro out of the way, it's time to actually get into what this post is about. From now on, I'll be doing monthly recaps! And what better way to do so than now! New year new me type shii desuwa. I'm not doing a daily journal for this year so I think doing these monthly recaps will at least let me get some thoughts down. Since my life mostly revolves around VTubing, these posts will (obviously) be mostly about my content creating. I'll only ever mention work if I quit my job lol but we all know I'll only do that if I make the same amount of money from content.
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γDecemberγ December was mainly me setting everything up for my Minecraft server and doing a lot of behind the scenes work. One of my goals in 2026 is to have voice packs written and recorded in 3 month blocks. Voice packs for Jan-Mar have been recorded and are ready to go so now I've got to get started on Apr-Jun...I fear it's never ending. I released a new outfit (one of my all time favorites)!
In terms of myself, I'm enjoying the last bits of having time off from work until I go to truly full time hygiene from Jan-May (a fujoshi's gotta fund her Japan trip somehow...). Kinda dreading my energy levels in the upcoming month considering Homestead MC RP is going to be in full swing. A lot of prep went into this project and I fear if one thing goes wrong, I may lose my mind <3 I think after Minecraft, I'm going to take a break from doing large projects (unless I suddenly get a wind of motivation and Prim Roserin announces yet another thing).
I've also started actually acting on my self-awareness, which a curse btw, and voicing when situations hurt my feelings. And I've learned that sometimes things, and people, cannot change and it is not in my capacity to change them. Letting go is one of the hardest things you can do. I always have a fear of settling down into routines that prevent me from growing but recognizing it and working to change it is harder than people think. Not to sound like some random blog of a girl that believes in like astrology and stuff but my god man I hate the idea of myself being 10% of what I can actually be/do. My biggest op is genuinely myself.
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γNew Year Plansγ A lot of new projects! LOL Moreso new covers coming out over the course of..like 2 months..idk..I just kept asking people to sing with me and now suddenly I have 3-4 covers that are ready to release...my rosebuds used to pray for times like these...
Keep your eyes peeled for February especially! A verrryyy interesting project is starting π Not much else can be said since I don't want to go all Tom Holland on my own stuff but it's very exciting!! And I've been working on it for since August or so!!! I think. Idk time flies. Can't name much that I accomplished in 2025 but time sure did fly. BUT ! ! I think 2026 is gonna be a lot..year of the horse...blah blah blah insert helios rap here IDK MAN Sometimes I think I got cursed by some mysterious force back in like 2017 and its only now being removed...whatever...im blow up and act like i dont know nobody KAKAKAKAKAKA
Every year I start off with lots of goals and HONESTLY...I do hit those goals but it's like..2/5 goals. And then I'm like gawd I didn't hit any goals omfg frick my big chungus life until I remember that it's actually yeehaw my awesome sugoi life and I accomplished 2 awesome things.. one big goal I had for myself this past year was post a ASMR every month. LMFAO WHO KNEW working a JOB makes you SOOO miserable lol IJBOL okay but seriously. 2026 is getting my bag up, my content up, my creativity maxed. My community has definitely grown in the past year and I fear I do constantly agonize over how to keep it going. It comes with content creation. Frustration and celebrations go round and round and I'm honestly surprised I haven't reach a point where I'm burnt out from streaming. I don't think I ever will for a long, long time.
Happy New Year everyone. All serious, no cheese, work hard for yourself. Because the only person you need to prove anything to is yourself. Take breaks, have fun, never give up.
