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remember when I had said that I was gonna upload pretty regularly on this blog? LOL LOL LOL sometimes being employed really gets to you and you start to forget there's a lot you want to do because you constantly plan things and are somehow still always so busy. speaking of which, I literally have 4 covers coming out, a radio talk show segment to plan, a secret debut, 2 new outfits, a new model, oh my god AND you're telling me I have to finish persona 5 strikers? akechi should've shot me instead.
anyway. the point of this post is actually about my birthday. extremely sappy post incoming ! ! ! ππ
every year for my birthday it doesn't really feel like anything special. growing up, I've shared a birthday with one of my childhood friends. pretty much all of my friends (who are still my friends to this day) are her sisters/cousins. so you can imagine being 10 years old having a birthday party and having almost all of your friends not being able to make it since she's also have a celebration. sure I've had other friends growing up but as most people know, a lot of friendships don't make it past highschool. aside from the friends I've known since I was 7, I only really keep in touch with 1-2 friends from jr high/high school. so growing up, my birthday wasn't anything fun for me and I never really got to celebrate.
fast forward to the last 3 years where I started vtubing. the first year I wasn't very active in the community but the last 2 years have been absolutely amazing. you know that meme of girls crying on their bday every year? this year was the first time I didn't cry (out of sadness) (thank you len flaire for making me cry on stream by reading the first sentence of his message). I know I don't say it enough but I am so extremely grateful to be a part of this community and having YOU guys to spend time with and to celebrate events like this with me. I know I'm literally just some random girl on the internet but it makes me extremely happy that I get to do this every day. even after a long day of work or doc getting onto me for something INCREDIBLY STUPID BTW just being able to stream makes my mood :up_emoji: βοΈββοΈββοΈβ !!!
I hope that I get to do more, be here for as long as I can, and make even just one person's day brighter (yes I also cried when lune lupin said I make her days brighter). and not to be your typical content creator/streamer/vtuber but the day I'm able to do this full time, GOOD BYEEEEEE (stream sabrina carpenter's new album manchild where Goodbye is a featured son g) to the dental field. everybody supports me so much in everything that I do that I still cannot fathom why anyone likes me so much LOL even to my own friends bc tbh I am annoying as HELL. but idgaf bc I love with all my heart and want to spread joy like it's some kind of virus. I feel like I'm going into tangent territory soon so I'm gonna end this here.
Love you all, and thank you for letting me be me. 